If I Love Myself Does That Mean I Can Never Try to Change Anything About Myself??
“Accepting oneself does not preclude an attempt to become better” ~ Flannery O’Connor
There’s an attitude in the plus size/body positivity/fat acceptance communities, that if one accepts oneself (or others) exactly as they are, then why would you try to change something about yourself? I struggle with this concept, and I read the words of others who do, as well.
I’ve lost some weight over the past six months. I originally started just being mindful of carb intake and portion sizes…and then I gave up added sugar for a short time to see if that would help my hip pain. It did not. BUT. The results of those three things have made it easier for me to stand up out of a chair. To walk from here to there. To go up a flight of stairs. Oh my gosh, am I rhyming again? My clothes feel better. Finding clothes that fit has been easier. EVERYTHING feels a little bit easier.
Losing weight is not just about looks. It’s not about trying to be “better” by being smaller. Because smaller is NOT “better.” Feeling Good is better. Making the things you have to do in your life easier is better. Feeling the way you want to feel is better.
Certainly, we need to accept all bodies just the way they are – big, small, tall, short, thin, smooth, lumpy, round, brown, yellow, spotted, mottled, abled, disabled. No one body type is better or more beautiful than the others. Acceptance is important, as body shaming (of any type of body) has been shown to cause disturbing long-term effects such as negative body image, depression, anxiety, and eating disorders.
We need to be able to accept our own bodies. And sometimes this can be harder than accepting the bodies of others.
A huge step in creating a world of more acceptance is being inclusive of body diversity. The more we see something, the more we become accustomed to it. Movies, tv, magazines, advertisements – they all need to continue upping their game as far as body inclusivity. It’s better than it was just a few years ago. But there’s so much further to go.
My soapbox is veering me a bit off course here. All these things are so closely tied together. What I’m trying to say is, YES, you can accept yourself, love yourself, accept your body…and still want it to be different. You’re not “letting the team down” to want your body to be stronger, to feel better, to help it help you.
It makes me sad to hear about others who are struggling with this. Like life isn’t enough of a struggle! You can be however you want to be! THAT is acceptance.
Okay, off my soapbox 🙂
Whatcha wearing, Bettye? Why, I thought you’d never ask!
This black plaid blazer you’ve seen before here. I’ve been wearing it as a jacket sometimes when the weather is right (not too warm, not too cold). Black turtleneck to keep me warm. I’m very into black as a base layer lately. Cropped skinny jeans – that are starting to show signs of the inner seam wearing out OH NO. So I’m on the hunt for a new skinny jean. And my golden yellow scarf from TJ Maxx ages ago. A cheapy but a favorite, it brightens up even the most drab outfits. And the cognac bag that has turned out not to be the bag of my dreams, so I’m the hunt again for that and I’ll resell this one on Poshmark.
I wore this outfit out to lunch on Saturday with She Who Shall Remain Nameless and she was kind enough to take outfit pictures for me on a windy, cold afternoon.
What I’m Wearing
- Old Navy Black Plaid Blazer, size 2x
- Ellos Cotton/Cashmere Black Turtleneck, size 1x. Black sold out, still available in Raspberry – and currently at 60% off for $27.99!
- Charlotte Russe Refuge Cropped Skinny Jeans, no longer available. Comparable here and here.
- Katie & Kelly Jordi loafer
- Cognac Bag. Sold out, comparable here and here.
- Golden Mustard scarf, comparable here.
There’s always one….
Photos by She Who Shall Remain Nameless, thank you very much!
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Shirley Horst
Love this outfit!!!! You are on your game girl friend! By the way, I bought some Gloria Vanderbilt Amanda jeans and I have to say they are wonderful. Thanks for sharing your expertise!
bettyewp
Aww, thanks so much, Shirley! Yeah, the GVs are a good, dependable jean with just the right amount of stretch, I think. Hope you enjoy them!
Debbie from Illinois
Oh man, you look fabulous!!!
I’ve always been an active big girl, but as I age I’m not feeling so confident. I do need to lose some weight. I turn 60 in January. Yikes!
I have two grandsons that can wear me out way too quickly. So I’m realizing I need to really lose weight for my health.
Hope your weekend is great!
bettyewp
Thanks, Debbie. Yeah, I was tired (no pun intended) of not doing things I really wanted to do cuz it was just too hard to walk or too exhausting.
I turn 60 in September, so I’m right behind you!
jodie filogomo
It’s always hard for me to put those ideas into words. And the funny thing is women of EVERY size feel this way. The body shaming of ourselves is plain silly. However, life changes and we should evolve. If that means we feel better for ANY reason…that’s a good thing.
This outfit is one of those fabulous ones Bettye. I can’t even tell you exactly what about it makes it so good. But you look confident and happy. (maybe it’s the purse…ha ha)
XOOX
Jodie
bettyewp
I DO full like a pulled-together grown up in it…and that’s a rare feeling for me.
Iris
You look great. Your hair is growing & is very flattering. I love your outfit too. Great post.
Grace & Peace, Iris
bettyewp
I actually got a little trim last weekend. When my bangs get TOO long they just look thin and stringy. I asked her to bring the layers back up a smidge, as they were essentially gone…but something’s not quite right now. Still figuring out how to DO this longer length. Before BALD, I always used to just stick my wet hair up in a clip and call it a day but I’m trying to make a little more effort these days, so I have to dry&style. It was nice when it was shorter cuz that was a very quick process. And lately, no matter WHAT I do, I walk out into the rain and all is lost.
Iris
Oh gosh – I hear you. Rain and my hair do not mix well at all, and I have to do the ‘style’ thing. The world is not ready for me without my hair “fixed”.
Grace & Peace,Iris
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