Where Bloggers Live: A Very Special Coronavirus Edition
Welcome to the monthly edition of Where Bloggers Live. It’s kind of like HGTV’s “Celebrities at Home,” but…Bloggers! Who doesn’t like to peek behind the scenes and see inside people’s homes? Over the next few months, a group of seven bloggers will be sharing their workspaces, their homes, towns and more!
Make sure you visit everyone to see where the magic happens!
Daenel at Living Outside the Stacks
Em at Dust and Doghair
Iris at Iris’ Original Ramblings
Jodie at Jodie’s Touch of Style
Julia at When the Girls Rule
Leslie at Once Upon a Time Happily Ever After
We’re taking a slight break in our Where Bloggers Live schedule to share a little bit about how we’re dealing with the current situation. Some of us might be doing something different, but…we’ve all got something interesting to share.
I live on Long Island and New Yorkers always think they’re the epicenter of the universe…and that’s no different now. Yes, I know the statistics are higher here than any other state, but I’m wondering if it feels different in other states. Is everyone social distancing, wearing masks, standing in line to get into the grocery store, meeting friends on Zoom instead of at the diner, making do without their favorite products (#ILoveYouCharmin)? Or is NY just ahead of the curve and it’s just a matter of time before all those things come to your neighborhood? I don’t know.
I work for a school and at this point, schools in NY will be closed through at least April 29. I’m fortunate to be able to work from home so I’m not facing the financial worries that many others are. I feel for them. I’ve been there and it’s scary.
I am an INTROVERT, all caps. I love my friends and I love going out and doing things. But I NEED time alone. I find comfort in time spent alone. So this time is a nice respite for me in that not only am I not going anywhere, I don’t have to feel guilty that I’m not going anywhere. No FOMO when everyone is missing out.
And I’m an anxious introvert. So the way so many people are feeling now, being stuck at home: the stress and anxiety, insecurity, etc., that’s how I feel ALL the time. Right now, being removed from the world, I feel calm. I realize the future is uncertain, etc., but…my mind is calm.
I have always said that one of the best times of my life was the two years I was unemployed between my last job and this one. I mean, until I couldn’t make the mortgage payment, that was not good…but until then I was able to hide out at home when I needed, work (I was selling on eBay) on my own schedule, sleep on my schedule, avoid pretty much everyone, etc. This is sort of like that. Not quite to the same level as I’m working on work’s schedule and am still engaging with work people via phone, text, zoom, etc., but…it feels a little like that.
My mother…oh boy, that’s whole blog series in itself but…my mother modeled a stay-at-home lifestyle. She modeled a stay-in-BED lifestyle. In your nightgown. For days. And days. So, for me growing up, staying home, not getting dressed, not being social – that was normal. So…this all feels pretty comfortable to me.
I have made some slight adjustments during this time:
- I’m eating better. I generally eat fast-food or take-out at least once a day. And now I can’t. I’m cooking because I can’t just “drive through Taco Bell on the way,” so if I want to eat…I have to cook.
- I’m washing the dishes. I know I joke a lot about never washing the dishes. But really. I generally don’t wash the dishes until I have no clean dishes left. Disgusting but true. Now I’m trying to get to them once a day…since I’m here All The Time. And man is that hard on my back! Why do y’all wash the dishes so much??
- I feel I’m actually being more work productive. I’ve been using the Pomodoro Technique, but have adapted it to suit me better with a 45/15 schedule vs. the suggested 25/15 minute schedule.
- While I only get dressed if I’m going to leave the building. I’m making it a point to try and wear items I don’t normally reach for…or outfits that I like in theory but that I feel too self-conscious to wear to work.
- I’ve been availing myself of some of the many free/low-cost virtual things going on out there right now. There are typically many things I want to DO…but that I don’t want to have to GO TO (see paragraphs 4-5). I’ve watched opera, browsed art museums, attended a Unitarian church service, meditated with my favorite teacher in Brooklyn, am taking a video editing course on Adobe Premiere Pro, attempting yoga again, and more.
- I’m doing a 5-minute stretching routine during the workday (all that dish-washing has done a number on my back).
- When I’m done with the workday I try to get to the sofa to read for awhile to really separate from being “in the office.”
Here’s what I’m NOT doing:
- Checking the weather forecast. Who cares what it’s like out there? I don’t have to go out in it.
- Spending money on eating out, filling my gas tank (<- silver lining).
- Drying my hair, wearing makeup, shaving my legs. I adamantly oppose the “get up at your normal time, make your bed, get dressed, do your hair, put on make-up like you normally do” philosophy. There are not “normal” times (prepare for soapbox rant).
I’ve seen exactly 1,732 articles and blog posts about the merits of maintaining your usual schedules and routines during this very irregular period of history (#coronavirus). But, as usual, I think exactly the opposite. Yes, this is a horrible plague and my heart goes out to those who are sick or who have lost people to this virus, and to the people on the front lines, helping to save lives and keep the world orderly and clean and safe. I in no way mean to make light of the situation.
But as far as the quarantine itself goes, I say…look for the silver linings. If you’re not working and are on mandatory lockdown in your home, then consider this time an opportunity. A chance to take a little break from normal life. Sleep in. Take a break from the noise and rush of “normal” life. Slow down. Pay attention to the things you’re doing and the people you’re engaging with (whether it be via text, phone, or zoom). Take a little life break.
Once you’re an adult, you get precious few “breaks” in life. This is one. You’re getting it whether you like it or not. Make the most of it.
I really, really am not making light of anyone else’s feelings…and I know many people are having a very hard time with the isolation, and are freaked out by the situation. I’ve been thinking about why I’m not. The isolation part I definitely get – I was groomed for it, as I said above. But the calm I feel about the situation overall? I wonder if…well, normally I’m more of a pessimist than an optimist (*I* really think I’m a realist, but I’ve been told otherwise). My life motto is “hoping for the best but expecting the worst” (“are they gonna drop the bomb or not ?” – the wonderful Alphaville song “Forever Young” from the 80s). I am always expecting the worst. So when it happens? Worldwide pandemic? Loss of job? Cancer? Well, I was expecting that. I don’t have to GO down to get low…I’m already there. So I feel like I might weather “bad things” more easily than some? I’m USED to feeling low. That’s my comfort zone.
Does any of that make sense? It’s just a hypothesis on my part.
Thanks for listening to my rambling…I’d really planned to make this post more pictorial…here’s where I work, here’s where I go to get AWAY from work, etc. Instead, not one picture, just me going blah blah blah.
I have every confidence the other ladies will have pictures and possibly more upbeat stories. Be sure to check out their posts:
Daenel at Living Outside the Stacks
Em at Dust and Doghair
Iris at Iris’ Original Ramblings
Jodie at Jodie’s Touch of Style
Julia at When the Girls Rule
Leslie at Once Upon a Time Happily Ever After
Thanks for watching and goodnight!
Hayley
Your post makes lot of sense to me as I was beginning to feel that I “should” be feeling more anxious, on top of my every day living with anxiety. I look for a silver lining every day and most of mine are garden related as this time of year there’s something new to see every day. Today’s silver lining – the start of a 4 day weekend and it’s warm enough to sit in the sunshine. There’s no traffic and it almost feels “normal” as I too thrive on spending time alone.
Another silver lining (maybe a gold lining)- I’ve just found out one of my surgical colleagues is out of ICU and is getting stronger at long last!
Stay safe x
bettyewp
Thanks for saying my post made sense, Hayley. I was worried it might rub some people the wrong way. And maybe it did, but…this is how I feel.
I wish I was gardening! I know the garden center near me is open as they fall under the agriculture category of essential businesses (though I just heard today that golf courses were being closed and I think they were using that same loophole to stay open, so…), but…I haven’t ventured over there. I got a dropoff from my ex-husband’s house of a bunch of my old pots and garden statuary, and it would be really nice to get things planted out so when it’s warm enough to sit outside, that will be a nice change from being indoors.
I wish the coronavirus would kill the mosquitoes!
Great news about your colleague! So you work in a hospital – my thoughts are with you!
Bettye
Iris
Great post – and a look into “Bettye”. I’m with you on being able to stay at home, though I’m probably at home even more than you are, but then I’m old and need to totally stay away from people. It surely is a historic time, thanks for sharing your take on it.
Grace & Peace,Iris
http://www.IrisOriginalsRamblings.com
Debbie
I’m not feeling anxious either. The way I see it is if I can fix it, then I’ll do so and no worries. If I cannot fix it, then there’s no need to worry about things I can’t control. I normally work from home so for me it’s just another day. I enjoy being home and spend a lot of time in my patio, gardening, writing, meditating and doing yoga. I continue my normal daily routine. My husband goes out grocery shopping and does protect himself. No need for both of us to be out there. Thanks for sharing and remember, this too shall pass.
bettyewp
You sound very wise, Debbie!
bettyewp
Oh, yes, you need to stay put inside FOR SURE.
A historic time, yes. My niece has a shared online album with family members where she shares tons of pictures and videos daily of my great-niece. Last night watching a video of Jen (my niece) playing with my GN, tickling her on the floor while Dad cheered them on (and videoed), GN laughing hysterically…I thought, isn’t it funny that she’s living through this historic time but she (she’ll be 4 in June) will probably have no memory of anything about it other than “that time Mommy and Daddy stayed home with me ALL THE TIME.” Which will be a happy memory for her. MAYBE she’ll remember “when Daddy lived behind the armoire,” cuz he did have the virus and stayed quarantined in a part of the house they blocked off so GN couldn’t get close. He’s all better now.
Anyway. Historic, yes.
Stay safe, Iris!
Em
Funny, usually I look forward to your beautiful pictures …but I hadn’t noticed their absence until you noted it….which means I hung on every word.
I think I was observing something similar yesterday, that outside of seeing my parents very regularly, I am almost always in and more comfortable with “social isolation.” And I am all in with taking advantage of the break (although having all the fam home all the time has made it seem more social than ever). I wouldn’t really feel confined at all if it weren’t for them…including the germaphobe on steroids that I married 🙅🏻♂️(poor man).
Because you ARE so close to the epicenter (I mean I think NYC has more cases than any actual COUNTRY), I am happy that you’re feeling calm and making the best of the down time. That seems like a very healthy approach!
bettyewp
Thanks for saying that about not noticing the lack of pictures til me and my big mouth mentioned it!
Oh boy, your poor husband – is he a nervous wreck through all this??
Stay safe, my friend!
Kimberly F Malkiewicz
I appreciate your openness. I have heard that people who are normally anxious are feeling calm at this time because the “worst” has happened. // I have a dishwasher and still feel like I am hand washing misc. kitchen items all the time! // While I’m easily contented at home, this is really too much for me. It also bothers me that so many grocery shelves are empty. Lighten up people, while we joke this is the apocalypse, do you really need or will you be using all of those things you are hoarding? Okay, thanks for letting me do a small rant!
bettyewp
Oh, this is a Rant-Welcome Zone! Feel free to come rant anytime!
Yeah, I am on my last roll of Charmin…and then it’s onto the 3rd world country toilet paper…and I am not looking forward to THAT. Ha.
Stay safe!
Laurie E.
From one introvert to another, I’m happy as a clam not feeling pressure to leave my shell. Dishes? Daily?!? Craziness :). I get to them when I need one. In Oregon I think we locked down fairly quickly. Schools have been closed since mid March and next week all students will be expected to participate in distance learning from home for the rest of the school year. Tablets and internet are being provided for those that need them. I think some of my grandchildren will do well this way without classroom distractions. The introvert trait must be genetic! My family and I are in touch daily by text and messenger which is pretty normal for us. So far the introvert factor is helping us be safe and feel fairly calm given the uncertainty surrounding this pandemic. Be safe!
bettyewp
Ha ha, glad to hear I’m not the only rebel who isn’t washing dishes every day!
I feel like I heard about Oregon being very ahead of the curve way back in…March. Ha. Time feels so distorted right now.
We haven’t yet heard about NY schools, how long they’re going to be closed for. I was so busy today I haven’t even listened to the Governor’s daily address yet! SO many things could be happening and I wouldn’t even know.
Be well.
Daenel T.
I just told The Hubs the same thing: being home does not bother me. It’s the going out {even pre-virus} that bothers me. Now extroverts know how I feel on a daily basis – stressed out, anxiety ridden, and panicky.
I am keeping to my normal schedule. I have to because it’ll be incredibly difficult for me once we return to work and I have to go back to getting up at 5:45. But I keep telling people to do what works for them. I mean, there is no guidebook for how to live during a pandemic.
Be safe and take care of yourself.
Cheryl
Your post was full of insight and wisdom, thank you. I too am introverted so the physical distancing we must do now seems natural to me. I keep in touch with family members and friends by text or phone. I think resilience, hope and kindness will get us through this current situation.
jodie filogomo
I can see how this is good for some people. I think the thing that hurts me the most is feeling awful for the small businesses. I’m sure it’s because I was once a small business and can’t imagine what they are going through.
As for dishes….you need to train your cat to help out with that. LOL!!
It has been super cool to have many of these activities online and free no less.
XOXO
Jodie
http://www.jtouchofstyle.com
Leslie Susan Clingan
Another introvert here. Maybe not in all caps – perhaps just a capital I. I enjoy being home more than any other place in my world but after about 7 days in a row in the house (with walks around the neighborhood), I am ready for a trip somewhere…today it was to Walgreen’s to pick up photos to scrapbook. Now I will stay in again for another week or so until I am climbing the walls and then maybe I will venture out with mask to grab milk at Walmart.
Had not heard of the Pomodoro Technique but have been doing something similar myself…maybe the Clingan Technique? Need to break out my egg timer so I keep better track of how long I have been working/breaking.
julia
I didn’t even notice that there weren’t any pictures! Really! Well, you sound like my husband. He seems quite non-plussed about this. He doesn’t have to commute or socialize with people he has no interest in. He still gets to bike and watch TV and we’re not spending any money on anything besides food and drink. Really, it’s kinda perfect for him so I get where you’re coming from. I, however, am the opposite. No job. No paycheck. No friends. No out and about. And I internalize all the suffering until I can’t take it and shut down the computer. But, I do try to look for the silver linings so I guess we have that in common. Ok, getting long here. Be safe out there in the zombie hotspot!